Reminiscing 2009

Reading what Sue wrote on her blog summarising her past year, i thought i'd like to do one too.

Frankly, i don't know how 2009 could have just flown past. I was really just struggling to go through a day at a time and then lo and behold, it's a new year already!

What can i say, 2009 had been tumultuous to say the very least. Right from Day One when i got back from a New Year eve Sleepover party and had to do a very difficult thing all of 7months pregnant only to retract it 2 weeks after.

I then tried to block out any unhappy informations and just focused to receiving the baby i was carrying. He was safely delivered on 27th Mar 09 in the wee hours of the day.

Afterwards, i was not looking forward to going back to work on 1st July but it inevitably came. 2 short months after, i got thru working and nursing and expressing BM while FASTING. And then came the feasting and celebrations which were nice.

And then i just pushed on day in day out just to get to my month long holiday from work NOv - Dec.

There were many many times when i just couldn't take it and felt like throwing motherhood out the window. But of course that is impossible. There is certainly no off days! But i learnt to relax a bit. I told myself i'm not a failure if i let the maid handle the baby. It's perfectly normal. But just as i learnt to depend on her help, She up and left us in the lurch! Ergh!

PLUS! I have gained quite a few kg in last few months. boohoohoo... well how can i not seeing that im always perpetually hungry and indulged myself with Breastfeeding as an excuse. And then after im stuffed, i nursed Tufeil to sleep and i cldn't help myself and napped too. hahahahaa!!

Workwise, I did get that promotion Alhamdulillah and our office has moved to a larger premise. Now i just need to CHEONG on to show how determined I am in my career (even though im blogging right now - What? Doesn't mean i dont get my job done! :P ).

I dont really wanna put any expectations on 2010, but i can't help having this itchy feeling that it's gonna be an exciting happy year, INsya'Allah, Ameen.

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4 glasses of Juice:

Nisa AK said...

Keep up the spirit babe! I'm sure u can make 2010 happen ;)
And like i always tell u, if i were in ur place i wud have gone into some deep depression and coop myself up in some corner lolz.

Anonymous said...

Your blog keeps getting better and better! Your older articles are not as good as newer ones you have a lot more creativity and originality now keep it up!

Jussaemon said...

Awwww Thanks y'all. Got my spirits up, y'all did.

Mrs Umer Shah f.k.a Ms Sue said...

:) Inshallah this year will be a great year... I can't explain it.. but its that kinda butterfly feeling you get in your tummy... lol that something exciting is going to unfold!