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Oh GOsh!!! I really dont like this! I just went down to collect wines for my bosses!!! tak ke gila tu?! I was just aghast when Sharifah (my colleague) told me i had to down to take them and i exclaimed "What?! I dont want!!" And there was this Chinese Manager sitting down there. He would probably be thinking "whats up with this kid don wanna do work" But i dont care it is just so disgusting just thinking about it!

But at last after so much so much hesitation i asked sharifah how? She said "terpaksa lah dah tugas... lagi pon ada beg lah bukan pegang gitu" So i reluctantly went down. And another malay colleague saw me bringing them bottles. EEEE!!

Aku nih dah lah banyak dosa nak tanggung dosa nih pulak! Actually i tried to get my chinese friend to go get it, but she was just so blur and i felt so ridiculous asking her to do it for me. Even though i WAS reluctant, i also felt macam conscious that people might say that Islam is nonsensical lah like cannot touch this and that. I dont want them to think of it that way. Sighhh

I just wanted to puke at myself.

Worst we are working on full day today being Xmas eve and all. and the rest of the secretaries are going out for lunch together for celebration since they all get half day! Ntah Harper!!! Sharifah told me she sms Kamal "Fri half day?" then he said "All the advisers are running for production (which translates to working hard), so what do you think?" So sharifah had to reply "ok full day."

But to end this entry, i just wanna say "let's be ceria"

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"It's a small world but i wouldn't wanna paint it"

The title is the nick of the very creative kak Maryam. Oops sorry that's her nick last time in IRC! (GOSH! Is that a long time ago or what?!) Kak Norzamaria to be exact. She's very creative. And fun to be with! actually i had almost forgotten how fun she was until when she msg me in MSn one day to ask for my add to invite to her wedding.

And then we talked and talked hehehe.. she read my blog and i read hers... Hers was very funny!! but the link is at the office can't cut n paste here since im at home now.

And anyways after reading my latest entry in the blog about the hari raya thingy she commented "Wow! U nearly got married!" in view of my concern for my friend's reaction when i told them the news, she shared with me her story...

She had known this guy in IRC before, at first he seemed very nice and baik But then he was a tad too suspicious and secretive... Like not telling the real him, his qualification da da da da... And later she got to know his fiance was her friend...

The next time she saw her friend, she told her that she's filing for a divorce... He's a wife beater, a liar (still chatted like crazy talking to girls saying his single and stuff)

the MORAL OF THE STORY: It is better to break off an engagement rather than marry then regret and get a divorce. After all, engagement is the time that we got to know more about our spouse to be. We hafta change our society's mindset where they think that it's not NICE to break off an engagement. Like jgn sakitkan hati dia ker apa ker gitu... It's gonna be a life changing decision but we gotta just do what we think is right, period.

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Hari Raya Pre-u2000

This is a bit of a stale story... But eventful nonetheless!!

Mah, Y, Nul and I met at Spotlight Tampines the morning of 4th Dec04. We hired a van which happened to be Noor Mohd Travel's and we set off for Zihah's house at about 10:30am. the others will be joining later... read on babes...

As usual the highlight at Zihah's place would be MACROON!!!!!!!! And Zihah's mum cooked us a baked beans w meat to eat with french loaves for breakfast. But most importantly we now have learnt the art of Blurting!!! It's a card game where one read out loud the deFUNition of a word as shown in card and the listeners were supposed to guess/shout/blurt the correct answer quickly. the fastest will get that card and collect as many till the whole deck finishes. 'Azma for one - who claimed that she's a supposedly calm poised twice thinking cautious kinda person - got the hang of the game and got many cards!!! I love word games!! also check out Super Text Twist at Yahoo!Games. Oh Yeah Sarah joined us at Zihah's place. oh and Zihah's mum and Kak Taty had to go out after that. her mum said "nak pergi johor lah nak CARI barang." Hmmm i was already suspicious then.. CARi barang eh... smells like a wedding is brewing!! Tapi siapa sey? Kak Zakiah dah kahwin... takkan kak Taty pulak kot? Found out later rupanya Abang dia dah yg nak kahwin... abih macma secretive eh gitu... krekhrekhekhre

So out we go to Ustazah Samiah's house now. But before that we went to fetch Fidza and Hidayah from White Sands! So now there were 8 of us there. Believe it or not guys... it was my first time there! And im sooo impressed! the house is like HUGE!!! and they live there only the 3 of them? what are they doing w the rest of the space left? I'm so glad i went to Ustazah Sam's house this year... It just reminds me how much i had loved her lessons back in Pre-U cos she would like to story2 to us and i particular like to hear her opinions on theological theories and look up to her to find Fiqh's asnwers. Don't we all? *Wink*

One particular thing i remembered her saying was about keeping pets at home. Fidza and i were talking about the fish tank that she has and she went up to Ustaza and asked boleh ke kita pelihara ikan? Her words "Ikan mmg hidup dlm laut. yg tak boleh tu macam binatang liar dikurung... burung disangkar. tapi tgk lah ada maslahat ke tdk. Macam kat zoo tu kita nak jaga... tapi awak jangan BELI kucing." and the discussion went on and on and on... Kitorang just macam tak nak balik gitu.. Sampaikan terlambat nak gi rumah Ainul nak jumpa mak dia..

On the way to Ainul's place, i had to confess something to the rest of my fellow goodest friends... I had called off the wedding w Hazmi! I've been meaning to tell them even back at Y's place.. but just didnt know how to put it in words. and now is the best time to tell bcos more pple are present. Anyways i told them how i am very uncomfortable communicating w him and i often feel intimidated and repressed when im him. repressed in the sense that i restrain from saying my thoughts cos i simply couldn't perhaps i didnt like the way he'd react and stuff... To my surprise my friends were all very supportive!! Fidza in particular asked me if i feel happy now that i'm not with him anymore. I said YES. and she said "ah bagus lah maknenya" I didnt deny to them that i told he was actually an excellent candidate to be a husband w his stability of a job, parents would love him... my parents did... but he didnt fulfill me mentally nor emotionally.. THough i can tell ya he's hell of a romantic mushy2 guy. Unfortunately for him, i'm not the sort who go for that (weird huh?) and i had to break his heart... ANyways.. Zihah did comment like i should have given it a shot because it was too soon to tell, there might be a chance of a compromise and all... Yeah it's true lah Zihah, of course.. but well im sorry but im just degil. hee Frankly, i tot i would have gotten remarks like "what a waste JUs!" or "tak baiknye!" or "gila ke?" But they are so understanding. Oh lord, I love my friends! Bless them all!

So ...At Ainul's place, tasted the bestest kuih tart!!!!! and Ate the bestest mee hoon goreng kicap/black pepper!!!! and we prayed zohor there also. She's got a newly renovated toilet!!! and it's nice w bath tub and some greeneries in there.. if it's a dry toilet even better! Anyway... unfortunately, we didnt get to talk much w Ainul's mum, she's leaving for a jemputan already..

So next is 'Azma's house. Sarhani joined us here. Azma's mum is so cute!! and boy did we have a feast?!?! There were nasi goreng with fried dory fish (alahhh... yg macam fish & chip tu)... ice cream lah longan lah!! I didnt have ice cream though but i hentam the longan cukup2!! khererhkerhkerhkerhk Shiok babe! but what would be shioker would be my mummy to be there to kopek2kan the longan! hehehe *manja*

we kept on teasing Hidayah about her going to have to build toilets for the poor vietnamese... and Azma's mum's joined in teasing her... and then we TEased Cik Zaleha back asking if she remembers/knows Fidza and Sarah...

Next is of course, none other than Ustazah Sukarti's house.. sakinah, her daughter, opened the door for us. Suddenly i felt a bond with her and smiled so wide at her as i came in. We were in the same group at the last Night Cycling event... Funny that only now that we are older that we are closer.. anyways.. we (ustazah and the gang) talked about PSLE results, her popular kuih tart at MUIS and others... Then at one part we were talking how NUS is a Maarif's port lah gitu... and then suddenly ustazah looked and me and said, "ah yelah tapi si dia ni, results bagus boleh dpat masok pon tak nak sambung belajar!" I was like stunned... it took me about 3 seconds to actualyl understand and digest what she was talking about and quickly replied when i recovered "oh! the next yr tu saya apply jugak NUS - Business tapi tak dpt" and she just Ohhed...

i was in two minds whether to feel flattered or offended 1. flattered bcos she remembered and acknowledged that i had a so called good results (though i didnt get any As at all) 2. offended that she thought i didnt and wasnt capable of studying some more. But as Eugene Low, producer of Slice of Life by NewsRadio, said to be happy one should not SPECULATE what others think or feel about what we said or did. Why waste our energy? instead we can either 1.clarify or 2.learn to not care about it. 3.think positive. So i just stick to feel flattered lah. hehehe

Anyways after that its the long journey to Zakiah's house to pick her up. There, poor Azma got a bad overflow on her baju kurung. She went to wash it and dry/iron it while we all ate mee goreng and peach tea!! we watched albums and saw this strange drama One Tree Hill or whatever (Y's so crazy over it) and we kept on saying how Evolution is such a lousy movie... Actually the ending yg merepeQ takleh handle. I remember i was sooo disappointed after watching that movie kerana ceritanya adalah tersungguhlah yang termerepek yang teramat lah tersangat nye! Sarhani said it's a guy's movie. *shrug*

Then we sent Hidayah home. Prayed Asar there. Looked at Mahathir's pictures on her notebook!!! We saw Huda also... She's so big now! and her hair's like HIdayah said is a 'SHROOM' nice!!! and there's beef steak for dinner! khrekherhkrekher not only that and also nuggets exactly like McDonald's! HIdayah's mother remembered all of our names even the Al-Sagoff ones! And we said Good bye to Hidayah and safe journey the next day. She had to leave early cos she still need to pack!! Ish ish ish

Ok Next is Sarhani's house at Admiralty. It's a jumbo house... I know she has a lot of siblings but ke-a lot-annye menyerlah yakni ketika berada di dlm rumahnye. Again it was my first time going to her house there... initially i thought Hmmm still quite small considering the no of pple in the house but actually i didn't see two room doors furthest away from the main door. ibarat diselindungi dengan perabot. and we prayed Maghrib there and we went into her room. Ok now That's HUGE! It's actually a kitchen combined w one room and toilet in there all.. and 3 of the sisters sleep there. Best! best sekali!! Then her mum cooked for us Mee rebus! Ya ALlah by that time we were all full already! I shared mine w Fidza. Lord was she glad or what! kerhkerkherkher Her youngest baby brother is the cutest in the world! heheheh i made this face where i suck in my cheek to make lips like the fish and move them and he was totally amazed by it! heheheh he got distracted while taking photo bcos of that. one thing i'd like to note here, i was happy but yet felt a bit strange that they are such a loving siblings.. They kissed him so many times and they like to carry him around.. i mean they just love their baby bro even after so many babies in the family... (klw kita agaknye dah naik menyampah dan malas dgn baby) tapi BAgus bagus... :D

Next still in Nazariah's wedding!!!! Oh my gosh i've just lost contact w her sey after graduation except for this one time i bumped into her at Ang Mo Kio MRT and she said she was engaged already. heheheh Actually we were soooo soo full that we didn't eat anymore.. I just tasted the kuih tart and drank some. Azma did try the mee putih though (she just loves that!) We signed a guest book and we saw zakhirah there.. Actually we got real pissed off by the MC that night. He sounded so gayish and his jokes were not funny and he commented on unneccessary stuffs. To put in simply LAME!!!!! But i thought Naz looked nice that night although her outfit is kinda revealing... see through sleeves (but she wore tight t-shirt inside) and the material on the chest was also see through but she covered with scarf or what and tudung dia bangsa ikat belakang... But i understand lah ibarat wedding is the time where u get to dress up and i totally understand if she wanted to wear that.. yelah takut kempunan ke apentah gitu. and please note that the wedding dress and the groom's wear were both PINK! It's real nice! i thought Jalil looked real smart that night! My first time seeing him actually. I wish them the best.

The Final Pit stop of the race is My House!!!!! back to woodlands from Sengkang just now and we all laid back and watched my recorded Singapore Idol!!! Oh Taufik ku! hehehe Truthfully, it was my first time watching it again that day. so it was dead fun! until i nearly forgot to serve my dear friends with drinks!!! So immersed and absorbed from watching taufik... Dahlah cerita tu lama kan.. At last jorang balik kul 11:15!!! heheh kesian abih van pon dah takde.. i wonder how they went home... Easy for Sarhani so near... the tampines pple mesti naik taxi punya! khrekerkhrekherkh

Kita masih blom tau lah nak upload gambar kat sini.. Sorry yek...

Eh korang nih tak penat ke baca blog kita yg panjang lebar nih? Bet you just skimmed through after awhile right? *wink* krekherkherkherkherkher BYe ... (feel so relieved dah habis ceritakan ni)

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Y's open house.

I was early at y's house. I was there by 7pm but Azma and hidayah were still TM shopping. so i thought i didnt wanna go up yet cos it'd be so awkward and everything. so i walked deliberately to her void deck and stayed there till 7.30 and went up.

There were only family members there then... so i settled down, i talked to some of her cousins nearer our age while watching tv (Home Alone 4!!) sipping zapple and munching mars. in my heart "DAMN! where are those girls?" Her parents kept telling me to go and eat before other guests arrive but i kept telling them that im waiting for the rest to eat together...

Sighhh and finally Azma and Hidayah came... even then they had to rush for maghrib prayers! it was nearly 8pm i guess and they were so late! At last they came out and we settled down with our foods.

Soon Khairiah came and we had a shock cos she put on the tudung panjang now! She looks nice in it. I'm happy for her. :) but i thought i could see some sadness in her?? i don really know her life updates nowadays so im not sure whats in her mind...

But overall we were very happily chatting away... it was great to be with familiar friends. then Zihah came and we went berserk or what?! What with Hidayah's story about The Visit!!!!

Oh my gosh, It was sooo romantic and fantastic or what!? She had this crush on this guy from NUS the names Mahathir. He's like the dream guy for her but he didnt seem to notice her or so she said some time ago. in her words "Hey if i do like a guy it would be Mahathir. but he's not even in Singapore and he doesnt even notice me!" But Heck! Just one day out of the blue, a friend of hers asked if she's going to Mahathir's house and she answered "no, he's just a normal acquaintance" and There this mahathir gave her a call and asked if he could drop by for Hari raya!! BUTTTTTT the funny thing issssssss No 1: He's alone No.2: He's fasting No.3: out of the blue?!?!?!?!? WOWWW Hidayah got a shock of her life or what?! But the main issue now is... What was his motive? I mean i so understand hidayah's situation like... i wouldnt wanna put hope on something that is so uncertain and unclear right now.
Like Why did he do that? did he like me? He didnt say or indicated anything tt he did. Oh what am i to do? I pray the best for Hidayah... *HUGS*

and then there came this group of guests... Hey these pple are from Multazam!! Oh my gosh they didn't grow up a bit! They still looked VERY kiddish! There were namely: Mehroon, Hafiz Alwi, shahrafiq and Faizal mata batu. How come Y invited them?!?!?! Well we didnt talk to them save for the last part where we were going off and we salamed the girls. Ohh so scandalous if we were to talk about Hafiz Alwi and Khairiah!! OH my gosh!! Lucky Fawzan wasnt there!!!!! hkshkahkahkahkahkahkahk It would be a big blast of laughter i tell ya!

Then there came HIlma and the sister... Oh my gosh are they twins or what? they look sooo similar to one another except that the younger sister is chubbier. and they looked sooo nice and pretty in pink! Im sooo envious of their figure!! No wonder Asri likes Hilma! she's such a nice sweet lady. (is she taller than him? hkerhkerhkerhk) Hmmm but its amazing how some of them know me? i mean Y's cousins know me but i don exactly remember their names and Hilma's sister knew me too only she didnt remember my name. Im so bad at remembering faces nor names i feel ashamed of myself.

Well during the feast, friends kept asking me what are the updates from my end. What have i prepared have i set the date. Hmmm but i told them i couldnt tell them then.. Excuses like the rest are not here yet.. there are so many pple... things like tt. Truth is im not ready to tell them yet. with their interrogation and all that. I'd just dont want them to think of me differently...

and during the feast also, Nani called Azma first. Mah said Nan didnt know we were all at Y's place. I asked Nan to call my hp cos there's loudspeaker so everybody could hear,... and BOy did EVERYBODY hear!! erklerhkerhkerhk it was rather loud even amidst the chaos of the other guests. we were sort of embarrassed so we kept it short.

But i felt so proud to be among my friends especially when i heard Cik Julia telling her guests abt my friends and how Y introduced my friends to the other family... "Nih Zihah dia kat SMU, 'Azma NUS, Hidayah NUS, Khairiah NTU - NIE..." and me im just plain Julissa working for an insurance company, in short a nobody. But im so proud of my friends for being where they are.. There was a time a few days ago when i thought i really do wanna do degree in UIA although im not quite sure yet to go about doing it... But i do.. But perhaps not in Business... but something Mathematical? It has always been my interest deep down. Though i know im very careless at it. heheh But actually when i hear that my friends are so stressed up with exams and everything.. i got a bit skeptical about going back to school.. This one must sort out later.

Then the 5 of us went to Khairiah's place which is just about 5min walk away (but with our stops for laughs took us probably 10min! heheh) When i stepped into the house then i remembered "oh my gosh, its been so long since i've last been here!" and true enough Khairiah's mum said "e eh awak.... lama tenggelam" and i just made a joke out of it "a ah tenggelam tapi skrg dah timbul balik pasal dah gemuk!" The house have changed very much... the furniture and all that stuff. and Boy i couldnt wait to attack them kuihs!! I am so crazy about finding out whose house got the best pineapple tart. (so far it's my Mak busu's house at CCK but i only got to taste it once) and im still hunting for the best cornflake's kuih... but im also very cerewet cannot have strawberry, no nuts and stuff...

Anyways, i felt like we were so grown up at Khairiah's place. Talking to her mum made me feel important or rather adultish... Like when was the last time i visit somebody;s house and talked to the adult? (besides the typical 'Selamat hari raya cik' 'cik bikin kuih sendiri?') we talked about school and the people we know like Cik Rosmah and daughters namely the intelligent Munirah whom Hidayah knows. oh and we talked about Melbourne, Australia... Nani and the other relatives of theirs being there and all... But then again we thought that maybe Khairiah's mum is very lonely at home.. With Khairiah's at the hostel and father's on shift work... But im sure she has lotsa ways to spend her time with! :)

Then, we got comfy in Khairiah's bedroom with the aircon on and all... Her bedroom's nice! She's got rid of the bed frame but left the mattress on the floor like tt. Its like sooo IN right now.. heheh Sad that she doesnt spend all the time there...

Alas, the night is to end.. It was almost 11pm already!! We didnt wanna keep Khairiah's mum up too long now eh. so we left the house.. Hidayah and i GRRRed at Ziah and Azma who live just nearby!! But on the way to the bus stops who did we meet but Munirah herself and her sisters! what a coincident. we had just been talking about them! hehehe

After buying something at McD for Hidayah's beloved brother... we took the cab home. (the driver was irritating! I don even know how to begin to tell u abt him! But that's all for now. It's been a very long entry!!!!

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Welcome Hanani!

Hey Nan!!!
 
thank you for accepting my invitation! Wanted to invite other people too but i dont know their personal email adds. could you help me out here?
 
Right now im posting blogs via email. its more convenient rather than web-based. ibarat lambat nak load. do you blog like this also?

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Pantun Raya

Sudah terdengar suara takbir,
sejak terbenam si matahari;
raya ini raya terakhir, masih digelar anak mummy.

Syawal sudah kunjung tiba,
mampukah caca bergembira;
sedang Qur'an tak habis dibaca,
Taubat belum pasti diterima.

Sungguh ku penuh berdosa,
Ramadhan pergi begitu saja;
Maafkanlah kesilapan Caca,
caca hanya manusia biasa

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powerful Words

Hello All! Just thought i'd share with you these words of wisdom

"If you realised how powerful your thoughts are, you would never think a negative thought. If you're harbouring the slightest bitterness on unkind thoughts, you must get rid of them quickly" - Peace Pilgrim.

"We all desire to be kind & compassionate, but it's easy to allow the challenges of everyday life to throw us off track. to get back into alignment, ask yourself , 'Am i kinder today than i was a year ago?' 'Do i treat people as if they were precious or problematic?' Just for today, vow to act kindly towards everyone with whome you come in contact, and then try to make your experiement a daily habit." - Mary Manin Morrissey.

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First one

Hey... after such a long and many time since my friends introduced me to blogger... i still couldn't figure what's the fun and didn't join in until today. Because i saw preu-2000's blog... its kinda interesting, so i decided to create an account in order to post something there too...

But im not too sure how this thing works though.. you guys hafta encourage me man!

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