The Original Juice

I was early at y's house. I was there by 7pm but Azma and hidayah were still TM shopping. so i thought i didnt wanna go up yet cos it'd be so awkward and everything. so i walked deliberately to her void deck and stayed there till 7.30 and went up.

There were only family members there then... so i settled down, i talked to some of her cousins nearer our age while watching tv (Home Alone 4!!) sipping zapple and munching mars. in my heart "DAMN! where are those girls?" Her parents kept telling me to go and eat before other guests arrive but i kept telling them that im waiting for the rest to eat together...

Sighhh and finally Azma and Hidayah came... even then they had to rush for maghrib prayers! it was nearly 8pm i guess and they were so late! At last they came out and we settled down with our foods.

Soon Khairiah came and we had a shock cos she put on the tudung panjang now! She looks nice in it. I'm happy for her. :) but i thought i could see some sadness in her?? i don really know her life updates nowadays so im not sure whats in her mind...

But overall we were very happily chatting away... it was great to be with familiar friends. then Zihah came and we went berserk or what?! What with Hidayah's story about The Visit!!!!

Oh my gosh, It was sooo romantic and fantastic or what!? She had this crush on this guy from NUS the names Mahathir. He's like the dream guy for her but he didnt seem to notice her or so she said some time ago. in her words "Hey if i do like a guy it would be Mahathir. but he's not even in Singapore and he doesnt even notice me!" But Heck! Just one day out of the blue, a friend of hers asked if she's going to Mahathir's house and she answered "no, he's just a normal acquaintance" and There this mahathir gave her a call and asked if he could drop by for Hari raya!! BUTTTTTT the funny thing issssssss No 1: He's alone No.2: He's fasting No.3: out of the blue?!?!?!?!? WOWWW Hidayah got a shock of her life or what?! But the main issue now is... What was his motive? I mean i so understand hidayah's situation like... i wouldnt wanna put hope on something that is so uncertain and unclear right now.
Like Why did he do that? did he like me? He didnt say or indicated anything tt he did. Oh what am i to do? I pray the best for Hidayah... *HUGS*

and then there came this group of guests... Hey these pple are from Multazam!! Oh my gosh they didn't grow up a bit! They still looked VERY kiddish! There were namely: Mehroon, Hafiz Alwi, shahrafiq and Faizal mata batu. How come Y invited them?!?!?! Well we didnt talk to them save for the last part where we were going off and we salamed the girls. Ohh so scandalous if we were to talk about Hafiz Alwi and Khairiah!! OH my gosh!! Lucky Fawzan wasnt there!!!!! hkshkahkahkahkahkahkahk It would be a big blast of laughter i tell ya!

Then there came HIlma and the sister... Oh my gosh are they twins or what? they look sooo similar to one another except that the younger sister is chubbier. and they looked sooo nice and pretty in pink! Im sooo envious of their figure!! No wonder Asri likes Hilma! she's such a nice sweet lady. (is she taller than him? hkerhkerhkerhk) Hmmm but its amazing how some of them know me? i mean Y's cousins know me but i don exactly remember their names and Hilma's sister knew me too only she didnt remember my name. Im so bad at remembering faces nor names i feel ashamed of myself.

Well during the feast, friends kept asking me what are the updates from my end. What have i prepared have i set the date. Hmmm but i told them i couldnt tell them then.. Excuses like the rest are not here yet.. there are so many pple... things like tt. Truth is im not ready to tell them yet. with their interrogation and all that. I'd just dont want them to think of me differently...

and during the feast also, Nani called Azma first. Mah said Nan didnt know we were all at Y's place. I asked Nan to call my hp cos there's loudspeaker so everybody could hear,... and BOy did EVERYBODY hear!! erklerhkerhkerhk it was rather loud even amidst the chaos of the other guests. we were sort of embarrassed so we kept it short.

But i felt so proud to be among my friends especially when i heard Cik Julia telling her guests abt my friends and how Y introduced my friends to the other family... "Nih Zihah dia kat SMU, 'Azma NUS, Hidayah NUS, Khairiah NTU - NIE..." and me im just plain Julissa working for an insurance company, in short a nobody. But im so proud of my friends for being where they are.. There was a time a few days ago when i thought i really do wanna do degree in UIA although im not quite sure yet to go about doing it... But i do.. But perhaps not in Business... but something Mathematical? It has always been my interest deep down. Though i know im very careless at it. heheh But actually when i hear that my friends are so stressed up with exams and everything.. i got a bit skeptical about going back to school.. This one must sort out later.

Then the 5 of us went to Khairiah's place which is just about 5min walk away (but with our stops for laughs took us probably 10min! heheh) When i stepped into the house then i remembered "oh my gosh, its been so long since i've last been here!" and true enough Khairiah's mum said "e eh awak.... lama tenggelam" and i just made a joke out of it "a ah tenggelam tapi skrg dah timbul balik pasal dah gemuk!" The house have changed very much... the furniture and all that stuff. and Boy i couldnt wait to attack them kuihs!! I am so crazy about finding out whose house got the best pineapple tart. (so far it's my Mak busu's house at CCK but i only got to taste it once) and im still hunting for the best cornflake's kuih... but im also very cerewet cannot have strawberry, no nuts and stuff...

Anyways, i felt like we were so grown up at Khairiah's place. Talking to her mum made me feel important or rather adultish... Like when was the last time i visit somebody;s house and talked to the adult? (besides the typical 'Selamat hari raya cik' 'cik bikin kuih sendiri?') we talked about school and the people we know like Cik Rosmah and daughters namely the intelligent Munirah whom Hidayah knows. oh and we talked about Melbourne, Australia... Nani and the other relatives of theirs being there and all... But then again we thought that maybe Khairiah's mum is very lonely at home.. With Khairiah's at the hostel and father's on shift work... But im sure she has lotsa ways to spend her time with! :)

Then, we got comfy in Khairiah's bedroom with the aircon on and all... Her bedroom's nice! She's got rid of the bed frame but left the mattress on the floor like tt. Its like sooo IN right now.. heheh Sad that she doesnt spend all the time there...

Alas, the night is to end.. It was almost 11pm already!! We didnt wanna keep Khairiah's mum up too long now eh. so we left the house.. Hidayah and i GRRRed at Ziah and Azma who live just nearby!! But on the way to the bus stops who did we meet but Munirah herself and her sisters! what a coincident. we had just been talking about them! hehehe

After buying something at McD for Hidayah's beloved brother... we took the cab home. (the driver was irritating! I don even know how to begin to tell u abt him! But that's all for now. It's been a very long entry!!!!

Sudah terdengar suara takbir,
sejak terbenam si matahari;
raya ini raya terakhir, masih digelar anak mummy.

Syawal sudah kunjung tiba,
mampukah caca bergembira;
sedang Qur'an tak habis dibaca,
Taubat belum pasti diterima.

Sungguh ku penuh berdosa,
Ramadhan pergi begitu saja;
Maafkanlah kesilapan Caca,
caca hanya manusia biasa

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"If you realised how powerful your thoughts are, you would never think a negative thought. If you're harbouring the slightest bitterness on unkind thoughts, you must get rid of them quickly" - Peace Pilgrim.

"We all desire to be kind & compassionate, but it's easy to allow the challenges of everyday life to throw us off track. to get back into alignment, ask yourself , 'Am i kinder today than i was a year ago?' 'Do i treat people as if they were precious or problematic?' Just for today, vow to act kindly towards everyone with whome you come in contact, and then try to make your experiement a daily habit." - Mary Manin Morrissey.