Is it me or is it the Hormones??

I've been feeling irritated at the hubby and at myself recently.

1. YEsterday we went to Esplande library. I rented the Screening Room 1 at 6:30pm. I finished work at 5:15pm. I told him to be here at 5pm so he can pray asr at Abrar first cos he would hafta leave house at 4pm ie not asr yet. But he reached at 5:15pm and still havent prayed!! OK whatever... i just delay dallied at the office.. and then walked a bit to search a CD shop to buy my Diana Ross When You Tell Me That You Love Me Karaoke version for the AXA Idol but to no avail.


2. By the time we reached AIA Tower, it was raining heavily. Yeah it would have been romantic to be walking together under the umbrella but 2 things: a) he is not a good umbrella holder (or is it i'm just too short to be within protection??) b) Time was 5:50pm and it might take us another 10 - 15min to walk. so we took the bus instead.

3. We saw Raffles Girls pupils practising at the recital studio before reaching the library and we paused to watch. Fine. It was 6:15 and i said its time to go but then the piano started and he again insisted to stay n watch and i also can't bear not to let him listen for a bit. finally at 6:20 we moved.

4. i mentioned that i saw N.u.s.r.a.t F.a.t.e.h Ali Khan's work on the online catalogue. and he said "Really?" with face all lit up. and i told him yeah go and look at the search station while i look for hindi dvd. When i came back to check he didn't limit the search to the library we were at and he said ok leave it. In the room, he asked me, "We can watch any video we want? we can watch N.u.s.r.a.t?" and we went out AGAIN to look for it. God! and then I needed to go to the washroom and it's a freaking level down! $#%^%#$%@#$#%$%@#$ I mean it's $5.50/hr and we've wasted a lot of time. It would have helped if we were there earlier to do all these things right! GGGGGRRRRRRRRRR

5. No eating and drinking allowed in the room but we bought did. we were extra careful not to spill anything. i even fed each chips direct to his mouth in order not to let him drop any food as he is prone to. and then at the end, when we wanted to transfer all the rubbish into his bag (no plastic bag on hand), the bag of chips was held upside down and wa la.... we have a sofa full of potato chips! I know he cldn't help it... it was dark and all... but i felt irritated anyway.

6. It was 9;15 and shops were closing. i actually brought him thru Suntec City and then back to the MRT and then i smacked myself after realising we went the long cut to go to the MRT!!!

After that he said to me... "Yar... just chill... it's ok... no need to feel disturbence about it" and then it hit me... "Yeah man... what m i being so worked up about? at least we're walking TOGETHER.." and then i started to lighten up... tho i still feel uncomfortable down under even AFTER the change... sighh... and today i gotta know that it's because i missed the last 2 tablets of Yasmin the birth control pill. Mummy said that when we stop taking it that period will kick it... Damn!